"aw fuck it, i don't want to be in this seat anymore."

my blog isn't fun enough.
so i've decided that every blog
gets some random funny picture i find.
and you're going to like them.
so enjoy it.

annnd... kiersten, i dedicate this one to you ;)

sooo... this week has pretty much blown by, like whoa.
pretty good week, too, actually.
yanno... with the exception of a few "frozen orange" moments.

i typed it, but then i realized that
typed out, it doesn't look as good as it was :P
so you'll just have to take my word for it.

it's becoming difficult for me to sit in php.
i mean, i do love being able to give advice and feedback
based on my own experiences and the fact that i've come through them,
and i love that i am no longer the one looking for it...
and i know that i should give it a little longer
because it's always better to stay past the point you think...
i'm just not connecting with the discussion anymore.
triggers? challenges? thought/body distortion?
nope. sorry. not here.
i'm just here for weight restoration.
which is happening.
so if i hit my goal for tuesday
(hopefully, higher...),
then meghan and i are going to have a talk.

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dad update:
mom&dad are getting up wicked early mon morning
and (with the help of my grandmother)
braving the might-be-a-snow-storm to get to UMass Mem by 7am.
he's having a procedure that will tell the doctors
whether he's suffering from pulmonary artery hypertension
(a very common symptom of systemic scleroderma)
or congestive heart failure (which he's had before).
it's just a tube being inserted in his neck
down to his heart that will be removed
as soon as they figure out which of the 2 (if not both) he has.
i don't really know what that would mean.
yes, there are treatments for both.
other than that... meh?

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