school.
today is the last day of my last module in the photography program. i have a 2-day workshop i have to take to make up for business fundamentals, but i have a better teacher this time. whether or not i pass this week, i'm not sure. my attendance has been rather poor considering that sleep didn't really fit into this week between school, homework, rehearsal, and time spent at the hospital. i'm begging them to overlook that and let me off the hook for a week.
practicum starts on monday. i still don't know what i'm doing. i haven't heard back and the woman who runs it is away until then. i might be starting late. i hope i find out soon...
home.
things are much better. not perfect, but better. the apt is a wreck and i have a lot i would like to talk to the roommates about. i'm rather frustrated, to say the least. but we can't talk, obviously, until tana can stand on her own two feet again. talking can wait.
tana is home from the hospital, thank god. the poor girl just wanted to sleep in her own bed. i'm worried she was discharged too soon, but if that's the case, i'll bring her back. she has/had an e.coli infection in her kidneys. i'm...scared. i hate seeing her like this. she woke me up last night and i've had a knot in my stomach since. it hurts to watch her go through this.
i can't help but wonder: if it's this painful to watch her fight through this, how the hell am i going to handle my kids going through... anything? i mean, god, i feel like a single mother right now, taking care of her. i'd like to think i won't be raising my kid(s) alone, though... i just want her to be ok. i can't stand watching her in so much discomfort. i'm nervous about her flying on sunday...
play.
going great and very excited about it. we've got an awesome cast and it's going to be a great show. highly recommend you all come. the dates are april 11-13 @ 7:30p fri&sat, 7p sun. bentley students get in for free, $5 for everyone else. do it.
family.
who are you guys, again? oh, and hey, i have a new cousin :) noah reilly. he's apparently beautiful and i'm dying to meet him. he had his briss last sunday, but i was passed. i didn't have it in me to drive to ct to watch a poor defenseless baby have a knife taken to him.
other ish.
today is the last day of my last module in the photography program. i have a 2-day workshop i have to take to make up for business fundamentals, but i have a better teacher this time. whether or not i pass this week, i'm not sure. my attendance has been rather poor considering that sleep didn't really fit into this week between school, homework, rehearsal, and time spent at the hospital. i'm begging them to overlook that and let me off the hook for a week.
practicum starts on monday. i still don't know what i'm doing. i haven't heard back and the woman who runs it is away until then. i might be starting late. i hope i find out soon...
home.
things are much better. not perfect, but better. the apt is a wreck and i have a lot i would like to talk to the roommates about. i'm rather frustrated, to say the least. but we can't talk, obviously, until tana can stand on her own two feet again. talking can wait.
tana is home from the hospital, thank god. the poor girl just wanted to sleep in her own bed. i'm worried she was discharged too soon, but if that's the case, i'll bring her back. she has/had an e.coli infection in her kidneys. i'm...scared. i hate seeing her like this. she woke me up last night and i've had a knot in my stomach since. it hurts to watch her go through this.
i can't help but wonder: if it's this painful to watch her fight through this, how the hell am i going to handle my kids going through... anything? i mean, god, i feel like a single mother right now, taking care of her. i'd like to think i won't be raising my kid(s) alone, though... i just want her to be ok. i can't stand watching her in so much discomfort. i'm nervous about her flying on sunday...
play.
going great and very excited about it. we've got an awesome cast and it's going to be a great show. highly recommend you all come. the dates are april 11-13 @ 7:30p fri&sat, 7p sun. bentley students get in for free, $5 for everyone else. do it.
family.
who are you guys, again? oh, and hey, i have a new cousin :) noah reilly. he's apparently beautiful and i'm dying to meet him. he had his briss last sunday, but i was passed. i didn't have it in me to drive to ct to watch a poor defenseless baby have a knife taken to him.
other ish.
- that was completely unnecessary. i know it has nothing to do with me and it's your life, but i lose a little respect for shit like that.
- oh, the inconvenience. the line between fun and frustrating has been crossed.
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