my 12 hour days.

Things that are easy: staying on your feet, going nonstop for 13 hours straight with only a 1 hour break.
Things that aren't as easy: working in a slower, non-energetic job for 8 hours, then sitting in front of a computer and listening to lectures for 3 hours with a total of a 1 hour break.

Sounds odd, but makes sense.

I have two hours left and I am determined to not nod off.. as difficult as that is.

vital update.

• i am 4 classes away from completing the graphics program. (then, it's on to web.) i'm loving it, but stressed about the schedule.
  
• still working @ acmoore, but now under the title of "merchandising supervisor." title aside, nothing else has changed..
• still interning @ meda & still loving it. i worked my first health fair 2 wks ago and it felt pretty good.
• my current roommates are moving out in less than a month and i actually found a roommate *before* becoming retardedly desperate!
• in the same vein, i'm working hard to keep myself grounded about the new roommate. don't want to relive anything..
• i still really love my apt <3 i can't believe it'll be a year at the end of july.

i need to write more. i don't just mean blogging, but actually by hand. my mental state has been.. questionable lately. i don't mean questionable like slipping back into old thoughts, or depressed, or anything. i just feel like i might be able to think straighter and clearer if i actually got back to journaling. you know, with a real pen.. on paper..  that'll be my new goal. to try to write (far away from a computer keyboard) at least a couple times a week. we'll see what that does for clearing my head.

but, yes, blogging, too. i'm going to try to do that. i've got a lot to say. guess i should make time for it.
hope you're all well <3